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Tuesday, 30 December 2014

Hey oops I fARTed!!!!

Hiiiiii look who awoke from her exam study hibernation and comes bearing art!!

I have well and truly finished high school, which feels so so odd. Up until now everyone my age has been moving along on the same pace conveyor belt, passing through year levels at the same rate, all able to talk about the same things ('what subjects are you doing?', 'VCE sux amirite', 'I get no sleep omfg', 'what course do you want to do?', 'but that oppression of the patriarchy tho')
But now everyone is going to be doing different things??? Travelling?? Working?? Studying?? Getting pregnant???? Like everyone is just suddenly floating around and I just ????????

I'm sort of coping the best way I know how and have been making more art than I have in a long while, which feels good, because I always struggle with how art takes TIME and it's not something I can just shit out like a bird. So when I have the energy and stimulation to make a lot of it I just feel so aaaaaaaahhh *sparkle and heart eye emojis everywhere*

Made out of the universe

If you follow me on instagram you will have already seen (sry) this lil bby universe I drew; I'm kinda disappointed with how flat it looks here and how flat silver pen looks in general in photos because I use metallics a lot and they just never look nice in flix unless you put them under light. SO!
Here, have this pic of the same pic:

Looking at my art wall where I have all my favourites from when I was about 14 or 15 til now stuck up I can see the eVoLuTiOn in my art. It's comforting in a weird way because I have never felt like I have a distinct or recognisable 'style' but then I look at the wall and am surprised to realise I can sort of see one emerging??

I made this with the Tame Impala song Solitude is Bliss (below) in mind; I've always found it such a perfect song because it's about being alone but not lonely/sad about it. And in a not at all down way I love being alone; I drew out heaps of things that I and people generally think/do/say/feel when in this alone-n-not-lonely place. Nd ye, whole song is written into it, even the repeated bits (how t h o r o u g h).

The colour wall I mentioned in my last post has grown!!

Metallics looking mildly flat again and gaaah

lil beginnings that I am yet to finish

This will probably be my last post for 2014; I'm sorry to have neglected this blog this year but I'm going to try and use it more next year now that I have more time!!
I hope your year has been interesting and weird, til 2015 friendz x x x x

Tuesday, 11 November 2014

Art and subsistence

Diamonds drawing

Before we begin, let's turn on ye olde recorde player for some ~mood music~
This is utterly beautiful and I really hope I can see FKA Twigs in the new year when she comes to Melbourne.

Let them eat (bday) cake!

As I type this I am eating prawn gyozas and listening to Alt-J's This is all yours (noo album duh). It's the most perfect combination and I one million percent recommend it.

Obnoxious selfie in every sense of the term

A very very cool looking book of episodic collections of ideas/thoughts I bought second hand that I can't wait to read after exams!!

It's pretty much the worst timing but I've started to finally get back into drawing (in the middle of exams - FANTASTIC). I don't exactly have the time to make really detailed work which I think is what kept me from arting (does that even function as a verb I'm so unsure) this year, I don't know I had this really weird pressure on myself that the only art worth doing was that of the highest standard I could set for myself?? For some reason doodling wouldn't suffice anymore??? Why did I think this??????
I'm just happy that idea has been dispelled. My creativity (that phrase always makes me fee like a grade 5 in art class sry) has come so much easier now which is a big RELIEF.

Grew a little garden

I started a colour wall - to avoid procrastinating in an endless pit of internet during my study breaks I instead give myself lil pieces of art to work on for this wall, so I have something ACTUALLY FUN to be making progress on amid exams. I've given myself the criteria that all the art has to be colourful because I want to break out of the pen and pencil and charcoal groove I've unconsciously fallen into - if you've followed me for a while you''ll know I used to use watercolours and coloured pens and pencils a lot more but that has petered out a bit over time somehow.

Another peculiar priority shift is I've started taking care of my health wt actual f?!!! Getting a good sleep, exercising daily, eating well and according to my dietary requirements, like who do I think I am?!! It is so funny how being so close to the end of school has motivated me to do things, because I can finally see the end. PS super surprised I'm still existent because I honestly never thought I'd reach the end of high school, I expected I'd disappear off the earth or somehow just not get there. Dunno I'm sort of going to be floating around after exams and the few things I have planned after are over. I'm not sure how that will change things for this blog but I'm sort of looking forward to it!!!!
Yeah. So that's the calm rant I had to have. I hope you're all having an interesting day ❤️❤️❤️

Also I started a second tumblr just for photos, so basically if you want a whole blog that looks like this post go follow katmp.tumblr.com!

coffee shots

the view from the afternoon

Saturday, 18 October 2014

Diary soundtrack feeling // relaxy playlist

I can literally scroll through my music in the order I downloaded it this year and hear the phases I listened to them in - 
When I was sick and dreaming a particular recurring dream, 
When I had a music conversation with a friend and dug out the nostalgic tracks, 
When I got really excited about a show, 
When I was feeling giddy and happy about various relationships, 
When I realised something awful, 





It's so curious and better than any written diary in some way. I can't always fully translate what I think into words but by listening to these songs in that order makes me relive all these memories very vividly - for better or for worse.
I think I realised this on a day when I was needing to get my mind off something, and upon scrolling through my library put a certain song on, and said out loud, "but I can't deal with you today." Because that song was the first of a series that I listened to when in said situation that I wasn't in the mood for.
This has made me so hyperconscious of what I listen to all of a sudden, and I can't believe it's taken me this long to realise!!! It feels almost stupid even writing this because duh, of course, everyone talks about the power of music on mood/feeling/triggers/etc so often. But I have really become conscious of it now. So weird given I'm someone obsessed with documenting everything???

  1. Clair de Lune // Kite String Tangle (cover of Flight Facilities)
  2. Late night // Foals
  3. The ballad of Keenan Milton // Devendra Banhart
  4. Ache // FKA Twigs
  5. Coulda been my love // Foxygen
  6. Alone in Kyoto // Air
  7. Losing you // The Harpoons (cover of Solange)
  8. Videotape // Radiohead
  9. The winner is // Little Miss Sunshine soundtrack
  10. Hannah Hunt // Vampire Weekend (this is my comfort song so it probably goes on every soundtrack I'm not even gunna apologise)
  11. Playground love // Air
  12. Blue blood // Foals
  13. Water damage // Dick Diver
Yeah. Anyway I'm going to curl up in my yellow lit room and listen to this relaxy playlist. It's the best ever to listen to before bed and float away to and makes me feel safe and aaaaaaaahhhh :-----)


On another note - I think blue has got to be one of the best colours. I'm not a favourite colour person but have to say there is just no ugly shade of blue, and that's got to count for something in the colour world, right?

Monday, 6 October 2014


Miranda the terrarium

The Anastasia music box // one of the best gifts I've ever received

Important glass + a tea cup

BFF starring in the 1978 box office hit Cutest Photo Ever

Wagyu beef burgers 4 2 love birds

Seaweed salad

Hi! Have a randomised collection of photos!! Hope everyone's had a lovely weekend!!!! Halso every sentence in this post so far starts with a H!!! Hcool!!!!!!!!

Sunday, 28 September 2014

Movies I've seen recently


Anna Karenina
This is going on my favourites list for sure it is so well made. After I got past the fact that the same people (Kiera Knightely and Matthew McFayden if you're wondering) that play Elizabeth Bennet and Mr Darcy in the 2005 Pride and Prejudice are siblings in this movie I enjoyed it so much. It's set in the "twilight of Imperial Russia" (which makes it sound so lovely) and is set up like a play. Like there'll be a normal scene and for the transition there's a zoom out and you're thinking "oh hey they were on a stage this whole time" and an actor walks off and across the theatre into the next scene, or the setting changes around them (complete with people moving props around). Then the secretive scenes are in the wings or underneath the stage, and there's room for creative indulgence too with some really visual and removed-from-reality dreamy scenes. This is a really elementary description but I promise you if the storyline isn't enough watch it for the format!! REALLY RECOMMEND.

The Darjeeling Limited
I hadn't seen this movie for ages and rewatched it recently, to decide that it is so so underrated and possibly my new Wes Anderson fave. True to Wes the writing is genius, everything you see and hear is perfectly placed, and it's set in India so all the settings are s t u n n i n g (got some good Indian landscape shots in so they did good). I love his work but I know Wes isn't for everyone - but I think this movie is one for those people.

Seven Years in Tibet
I know I already wrote about this in my last Awe Full post but this needs more attention. I don't always understand what Brad Pitt is trying to do but somehow it makes his character more complex rather than all over the place?? Also not related to Brad Pitt at all but everyone should watch this movie just to get them interested in/aware of the oppression of the Tibetan people.




Requiem for a dream
Something I've been meaning to see for longer than I can remember. The idea of putting the whole story about the same set of characters under the format of the theme of addiction is so interesting to think about as you watch. There are a lot of repeated elements that made me acutely aware of this so it makes for a very tingling watch.
Dead Poets' Society
Another one that's been on my hit list forever. I think the winning descriptors for this are delicate and passionate, with a special mention for private school boy teen angst. I don't want to ignore the importance of the parent problems, Mr Keating's rad teaching, or it's revival of underrated gems like carpe diem and poetry itself, but I'm going to justify mentioning Neil's jawline to myself by saying I don't want to spoil any of those aforementioned good bits for anyone :------)
Also for any Australians - did anyone else not LAUGH when they first heard that Neil Perry was called Neil Perry?? All I could think of for a while after that was the pony tail chef of the same name who never knows when to quit with the olive oil.

If anyone has any I'd love some movie recommendations, my never-ending watch-it-next list is always looking for new chums to join!

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