I have well and truly finished high school, which feels so so odd. Up until now everyone my age has been moving along on the same pace conveyor belt, passing through year levels at the same rate, all able to talk about the same things ('what subjects are you doing?', 'VCE sux amirite', 'I get no sleep omfg', 'what course do you want to do?', 'but that oppression of the patriarchy tho')
But now everyone is going to be doing different things??? Travelling?? Working?? Studying?? Getting pregnant???? Like everyone is just suddenly floating around and I just ????????
I'm sort of coping the best way I know how and have been making more art than I have in a long while, which feels good, because I always struggle with how art takes TIME and it's not something I can just shit out like a bird. So when I have the energy and stimulation to make a lot of it I just feel so aaaaaaaahhh *sparkle and heart eye emojis everywhere*
|Made out of the universe|
If you follow me on instagram you will have already seen (sry) this lil bby universe I drew; I'm kinda disappointed with how flat it looks here and how flat silver pen looks in general in photos because I use metallics a lot and they just never look nice in flix unless you put them under light. SO!
Here, have this pic of the same pic:
Looking at my art wall where I have all my favourites from when I was about 14 or 15 til now stuck up I can see the eVoLuTiOn in my art. It's comforting in a weird way because I have never felt like I have a distinct or recognisable 'style' but then I look at the wall and am surprised to realise I can sort of see one emerging??
|The colour wall I mentioned in my last post has grown!!|
|Metallics looking mildly flat again and gaaah|
|lil beginnings that I am yet to finish|
This will probably be my last post for 2014; I'm sorry to have neglected this blog this year but I'm going to try and use it more next year now that I have more time!!
I hope your year has been interesting and weird, til 2015 friendz x x x x